*xXsamaraXx

It's weird that once I get some decent amount of popularity on this website, I get tired of it. I can't draw, I can't write... all I do lately is doodle in my sketchbook. And even though that's satisfying enough for me, I can't help but feel this... guilt that I haven't been updating my story or anything in... months?

I don't know. With that three year relationship went Ecstasy Fading, went Jason and Sam, went everything that you guys have come to know and love from me. And I feel bad... I really do. Not only to you, but to me, for not being able to commit and finish anything I start writing.

Blah.

Maybe I'll pick it back up again, but I don't think it will be any time soon. Oh, the disappointment.

I'm not leaving DA, though. Talk to me if you want, just not about Ecstasy Fading. It just depresses me.

Oh, and by the by, I'm going to college in August, and I'm pretty distracted by that fact. Maybe that has something to do with it too. Perhaps when I'm settled in my dorm, or my own place, or whatever, I'll get my inspiration back.


If you haven't done it already, add me on myspace. I'm a lot more talkative there. You know. If anyone actually cares. haha

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[Honorable Mentions. (lol, I couldn't think of anything better.)]

1. - Basically amazing. Enough said.
2. and - Best friends in the REAL WORLD.
3. - One of my favorite artists on here. She pwns you all.
4. - I OWN HER. lol
5. and - Best DA brother and sister combo ever. My biggest Ecstasy Fading followers. :3 (Or at least I think so...)